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Life going on
I feel so heartbroken right now. I dont even know why, and no I dont want to kill myself, I dont hate myself, I'm certainly not trying to be an emo freak right now. I just feel like I deserve a little better in all of this. All of this being my life at this current time. I really give the best of myself to everyone I know these days. I gave up ( Read more... ) -
Life; in the path of a bullet
With an explosion, it connects its path, in the shadow of a second. Its journey starts and ends within the fraction of a blink of an eye. Zoom out a bit, only but a few billions of miles, to view our universe in which our spec of existance shimmers with its grim self-destructive glow. Every human that ever lived or died was here, or at least close ( Read more... ) -
No Fear
I was just trying to put my thoughts into words, and I decided the social tensions of myspace were a bit too heavy for these fragile thoughts. So Ill come here again to put them down. Dont read on if your tired of my pessimistic yet strangely down to earth views on nearly everything outside; of the irrational and illogical complications of ( Read more... ) -
Why is it
I just dont understand. I was talking to my new, wonderful friend April tonight, we talked about alot, but one thing in particular had me personally thinking alot. The reason that no one is ever interested in me. Its really confusing, because all I ever hear from anyone I know (Inculuding her) is how much I deserve to be happy, how amazing I am, ( Read more... ) -
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A change of plans
I have come to the conlcusion that June 27th 2007 is too soon. I need to take care of something first. Because I, unlike my mom, have the ability to seek vengeance before being killed. Bill killed me ten years ago, along with my mom. I dont think he realized it, infact I didnt realize it until a short time ago. Its only justified dont you think? ( Read more... ) -
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This is killing me
Its all killing me, there is no brighter future, same situations, diffrent faces. So help me god?
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Regalis Apertura
I got the title from the name of a cool Kamelot song I have. I dont know what it means, Im pretty sure its latin or someshit. Thats not the point, its looks good as text so Im using. Moving on now ( Read more... ) -
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I walked into my garage in the pitch blackness, and I decided that Im going to do it in complete darkness.
For my own sake.