I have finally detached myself from my ex all together. I will always love her in my own way but now that I know what she really is I wish to not see her anymore even as friends. She has spread rumours about me and why we broke up in bc, none of them being true, made people not like me by pitting us against each other, cheated on me for a majority ( Read more... )

Is sick and tired of feeling sick and tired

sage baby:

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I always let my heart win. Its not a good quality, however following my heart has allowed me to live freely and experience life at its fullest. I know I said I wasnt going to take sage, but it got to the point of losing sleep over, sad I know. The last argument was when his pasture board guy emailed and asked if I was still doing it.....I jumped on ( Read more... )

Why do people fuck up things? Im sick and tired of feeling sick and tired....I ask for honesty, if thats to much to ask then please FUCK OFF........wow that was my vent for today, sorry if you actually read this.

It may or may/may not be an overly heated night tonight...depends on how somebody takes my comments, I guess ill find out when she gets home and reads them.

My adventures today were great. I made a playlist to burn onto a cd for jo, since I told her id make her a cd or two. well, dad was explaining it to me and  thought he told me to put in the dvd ( Read more... )

OMG I JUST FOUND AN AWESOME, AWESOME BAND ON MYSPACE. actually i was looking at adrienne's page (shes an awesome musician) and this is one of her side projects. I cant get "you dont want to run away from me" out of my head.

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I SAW JO ON  WEBCAM......AND IT TOTALLY ROCKED MY SOCKS

so yeah jo went and got a webcam and I got to see her this morning. im sure she will argue but she looked very sexy and man her smile could kill. ummm sooo yeah, that is my highlight of the day.

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Its been a long ride. For every door that closes a new one opens. Amanda and I broke up about what 2 months ago now (at least) I think it was for the best now that its done and over.....well the cheating and lying werent exactly great relationship stuff. It seems like ive been put off younger girls to...amanda was 19...to young for me....to much of ( Read more... )