Its funny How I remember the stupid things. Like your middle name, why couldnt I  remember it when I knew you. oh well.

I try not to think of her at all but its impossible to wonder how she is doing. She hurt me more than anyone ever has. Probably because I bared my heart and soul to her and it was not good enough. I wasnt good enough. I dont cry over spilled me. Just pick up the pieces and move on. But I considered her my world, my closest friend.....and now ( Read more... )

Ryan dan-the face ( Read more... )

just a song that reminds me of a long time ago

It's over
Look out below
And I'm wasted
I still taste it
Yeah it's so hard to let go
So breathe in now
And breathe it out
The forecast
A car crash
It's looking like another...

Breakdown, rebound
This could be my last goodbye
You cross your heart, I hope to die

And I can't deny your eyes
You know I try ( Read more... )

Detroit lost :(....just chilling at home, packing things...scrappy is sick so its been a huge cleanup today...sarah and i went to chapters again...I finished the first book yesterday so I had to go and get the sequel today. The next one is ordered. Ive already finished the sequel.

from my starbucks cup:
when I was young I ewas misled by flash cards into believing that xylophones and zebras were much more common.

Fantastic.

Nice night out with Jeanette and Sarah. Went to baskin robbins, then chapters and starbucks. couldnt have been a better night.

I need to go travelling again. Like when i first went to BC 2 years ago. I guess going somewhere new without knowing anybody gives me a chance to focus on me and whats happening instead of all the hurt. I wrote a song yesterday, Just in the beginning works nowhere near being finished. Maybe Ill update my Deviant art to, I think Im ready to post on ( Read more... )

I feel trapped.......

I came to the conlcusion im still moving to seattle

Its hard to look at anything but her eyes when she stares at me, I melt everytime and I think she knows it. Unfortunatly I dont fare better when it comes to her smile. Im being eaten alive with feelings right now none of them in a good way. I worry to much, expect to little, hurt to much. Not being able to touch her kills me, not being able to talk ( Read more... )