lol. it's been 69 weeks since i've updated... get it? 69!!!!!!

bored...

fuck... i got 14 days to finish 20 hours of community service... BURN!

I love my baby Patrick! He's the sweetest boyfriend in the whole world you guys! <3

just took a bite of this korean pastry thing....supposed to be a mooncake. not very good. I noticed that whenever you try to get something "authentic" nowday's, it turns out to be worse than the white-washed version of it. oh well, it is america, right?

how does it feel to know you'll never be loved by the one you've given your heart to? sucks ass, that's how!

Love is a BITCH...!!! FUCK IT!!!!! I hate love...

I didn't think I'd be back in this place. At least not with him... Again. But for some odd reason it feels like this time it may work out. Wow. Look at me being all optimistic! I think I never really got over him though... Even with Chris. Maybe I never really wanted to. How sad is that? No. That's not sad. It means that I'm finally ( Read more... )

It seems that "normal" doesn't seem to cut it anymore... All the things that people do for themselves, and all the time people seem to spend to "better" themselves just seems like a complete waste of time... Or maybe it's just me.

It's quite amazing how something so important can be underestimated on just how meaningful it is to yourself as your dignity... It's also quite amazing, and also extremely disgusting how fast and easily it can be taken away...