I don't think I'm going to use this journal anymore, too many people that I don't want reading it do. I have a new one _fallingXstars_ it's friends only, comment and i'll add you.

~Jessica Lynn~

What did I do to deserve this? He's called down here 17 times in the past 3 hours. Everytime I ask him what he wants, it's always the same answer "Just to talk to you baby". Thank God he's gone for the night, but not before he had to come down and give me a hug and kiss goodnight. I went as far as to lie to him, and I hate lieing to people, but ( Read more... )

I actually sat down and had a serious conversation with my mother last night about my life, and the things I've been doing, and people I'm interested in. It amazed me, that she actually approved of everything, and everyone. She just said "I want you to finally be happy, and if being with him will do that, then go for it". I was surprised that she ( Read more... )

I totally just got asked out by a co-worker, but kindly denied the request, by telling him a small lie- "sorry, but I have a boyfriend". He doesn't need to know that I really don't. It's better then saying "the fact that you're 19 and have a kid is a turn off". Right?
~Jessica Lynn~

Went and got my stupid chest x-ray done today, they think my lungs are like underdeveloped or something like that. Like theres anything they can do to make them grow to a normal size ( Read more... )

Saw Seany last night. Went to the park listened to him play the guitar, then went to a movie. He's always so nice to be around. We ran into this little kid who was attempting to "levitate". It was the cutest thing I had ever seen. You wanted to laugh at him, yet he was so super cute you couldn't. GOt in big trouble and the third degree from mom ( Read more... )

01] I _____ Jessica ( Read more... )

How to make a Jessica Lynn
Ingredients:

5 parts competetiveness

1 part self-sufficiency

5 parts
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of lovability

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.comI like how it says 5 parts, and then nothing. That amuses me. So, this morning was absoultly awful. ( Read more... )

I spent the day with Kari... I don't know what I'm going to do without her. She can't leave for New York, I won't let her. She's my best friend, I can't be away from her that long. Who else is going to listen to me tell the same story 500 times, and pretend that it's just as interesting as the first? Or spend holidays with their family... ( Read more... )

Theres nothing like packing all your wordly possessions to take you on a trip down memory lane... I miss my Emma, and Meri, and Holly...