I have officially diagnosed myself with depression. THAT is why my life is so hard! That's why I like to cry, for no reason at all except that I should, because I'm emo. I wrote a poem about it ( Read more... )

ppppppppppppppppppI had 3 sips of my dad's vodka! I hope he doesn't notice ( Read more... )

I want to just DIE right now! Eric called me and we talked for like an hour about our relationship, and he wants to break up! I mean, he thinks it's too hard to date when he's so far away, but it's not true. I write him letters every day! He doesn't write back as much, but I know he's busy with his job (he works the night shifts at Subway. He ( Read more... )

Oh my god! I can not find my black eyeliner anywhere! I have looked like everywhere and it's nowhere to be found! I totally wanted to go out to the coffee shop and write some song lyrics but I can't go out without my eyeliner! It's like what seperates me from all of those other stupid rich kids who think they have a hard life but they TOTALLY don' ( Read more... )

So I really want to make my journal black, but I'm not sure how because I don't know how to use computers really well. My boyfriend Eric is like training to be a computer mastermind...I wish he was here to help me. I love him so much, and thinking about not being with him makes me want to jump off a building in a sacrifice of love. But my dad ( Read more... )