well guess what its 16 days and a year later im a lance corporal of marines...im currently station in japan bootcamp sucked i lost my gf to by bestfriend and then she got rid of him and got pregnant by some other guy all in a three month period...what a slut..and ibet u i wouldnt even have found out if she would have gotten pregnant or if my ( Read more... )

holy shit i havent written in this thing for ages and ive been feeling kinda down..because girl and boy problems in life ya know the usual..and i am dknda of thinkin about going to college first tehn going into teh marines..but im not tooo sure what to do ya know i dont want to let the boys down..and i dont want to make the wrong move as well..but ( Read more... )

today i guess is way to late to write about this but no longer than a month and a half or so i swore into the marines to stand by my country and fight for its citizens... i never thought that i would become something as i am now... i was once a punk who didnt no dick from dick ... and always protested about nuthin... but i guess thats the kind of ( Read more... )

i just wanted to say hi to my homie

man life really really sucks right now. i didn't know how much my gf kan affect my life without her im nothing and when she spends time with other people i guess i get jealous of nothing bu ti know that is time that kould be spent with me and no im on witner break and i have all the time in the world for her and instead of gogni with her friends ( Read more... )

im not sure why i am writing in this thing but i seem to miss it ..lately ive been fed up with life and wish i was in a coma like state or somehtin kuz life is work and im getting lazy or maybe life just isnt good enough for me at this point in my life..ttyl

i fuckn got my ass grounded and i regret it like a motherfucker...im am so fuckin depressed its killin me...i kan't see my beautiful girlfriend.. my friends seem to be getting distant from me ( my fault ) i seem to be going down the drain but in a good way and i just don't fuckin have the mental energy to finish this journ.a.............

ahhh u know what.. i never knew what it felt like to truelly be in love...i wish that i kould share it with everyone.. but then again i guess it wouldn't be as special to me as it is to u....ur always in my thoughts and u live in my body and mind...i never knew life kould really be this kind...to me i am in ur heaven ... because im not worthy ( Read more... )

ahhh.... i love my life at this point . this weekend i spent the weekend at my girlfriends house..while my aunt went out of town..we skated ..hungout.. ate a lil less than usual..and cuddled and just plain out loved each other...it felt soo good to fall asleep with her next to me and her in my eyes viewing all that she is...and her holding me close ( Read more... )

this weekend my aunt is going out of town and so i am gonna stay at my grandpas house ( but in reality ill actually be stayin at my gf's house) but the thing is her mom will be leavin to ohio this weekend also ... so i kan't wait ill be able to cuddle with my true love and i will fall asleep with her in my arms ive been waitin for this day... i ( Read more... )