Dream the night before8/`7/09 ( Read more... )

ahh yes an epiphany. i woke up from my trying to go to sleep to night. and it really just hit me ( Read more... )

Relapse
turn back
thinking about what once was had
Be strong
press on
theres a reason those things came and gone
things came and gone

Everyday I feel I’m okay
almost everyday I move away
every now and then
I take a step back again
realize what came and gone
I sometimes forget, sometimes regret
but you’ll always have a place in my heart

i feel a lack of inspiration, today, i seem to have lost a muse, maybe its just a bad case of the mondays with low amount of sleep, but still. something just feels off with me

as you can gage from the title, i am not that happy at this moment, love life aside (although i do feel that is lacking, but at the same time its not horrible, i guess) its just alot of additions. I'm not going to israel this winter, and that really bums me out, i really had my heart set on that. I finally was going to get to see the holy land, ( Read more... )

two years and one week....

yea

climbing ( Read more... )

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the suspence is killing me

i gotta say this has been an interesitn break so far, very good, but interesting

today is the most alive i have felt in quite a while