It seems like my life is slipping away from me. Like everyone is moving on and leaving me in the dust. Who can relate ( Read more... )

So apparently Alex and I are no longer going to speak to each other. Who knows, maybe it will be better this way...? Somehow I doubt I will be happy, but I can see this working out in my favor in a way...maybe.

That's right kids. Amanda has decided to reinstate in the world of Live Journal. Keep an eye out ( Read more... )

What would you kids do if I were to date a boy who is older? And by older...I mean about five years older. Honest opinions please.

I really miss him right now. I keep listening to "New American Classic" by Taking Back Sunday and the song reminds me of him so much. I just wish that he was here...just so I could tell him that I still love him. So I could tell him that I don't want things to change like they are. I hate this and I honestly wish that it wouldn't have happened ( Read more... )

Well, so far this week hasn't been too bad. I'm still talking to Alex, but things have changed. It's like I can't speak to him in the ways that I used to. It's weird. But I'm just lucky to have him in my life. Actually, I don't feel like I NEED to see him all the time anymore...I didn't even talk to him at band this morning and it didn't occur ( Read more... )

Well, I guess I'm going to have to get used to sleeping without Alex considering the fact that he is going out with Cosme now. I don't know what to do. This is going to kill me. I told him that I'm okay with it...I congratulated him. The thing is, I'm totally lying. I'm not okay with it at all. I've been crying for the past four hours just ( Read more... )

Okay, so I haven't seen Alex in a day. Why does it feel like I haven't seen him in a month? I DON'T UNDERSTAND. I haven't been able to sleep for the past two days just because he hasn't been here. The only time I slept during camp was when I was with him (i.e. sitting in the chair by the elevator, laying on the couch in the basement). They ( Read more... )

Oof. This weekend was not good for me at all. The only good thing about it was that I was conveniently able to speak to Alex while he is hundreds of miles away from home. But, the week took a sudden downfall when I was forced to watch Robert hang all over the girl that he cheated on me with. Ugh. I hate that ( Read more... )

Well, I was listening to the latest recording of one of my songs, and decided that the lyrics weren't how I wanted them to be. So I re-wrote them ( Read more... )