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These simple callings, treacherous fallings. I see the silence, blending, weaving in and out of my mind. These thoughts, fallen, broken, debri of a majestive life. 
This soul, foresaken, anxious...hollow.
You could have saved me...but you didn't.
You could have loved me...but you couldn't.
You could have been faithful...but you failed.
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It's been quite some time since I've written anything. Things have moved, transitioned, progressed, shattered and fell away. With the changing of the tides so do the pages of my life. Each chapter different than the last, broken edges, smudged words, bleeding through the paper until all that's left are streams of memory ( Read more... )

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Well...I guess that's it then. Three days ago, a man I faught to love, just ditched me. Flat out fuckin' dropped me because He just couldn't deal with it. He wanted to be alone, he didn't want to talk to anyone.

I'm not stupid.

I know he's been talking to him...listening to every little word he's saying and while he completely ignored me. That's ( Read more... )

I've had one hell of a night...

My emotions were all over the place earlier and I couldn't fathom why. Then I found out a few...unsightly details as I'll call them, and came to realize that the "so called friends" I thought I had, really aren't my friends at all. I'm tired of having to explain myself to people and only have them pick me a part and ( Read more... )

I'm starting to hate myself... I don't want to feel this terrible pain anymore. No matter where I am, where I go, it's there...whispering...chanting...killing me. I can't feel the way I used to. My brain won't relax, it won't give me one fucking moments peace. Sure...sounds the same doesn't it? The same blurr of emotions, the weeping words that ( Read more... )

This pain, so deep and buried I'm desperate to find my way out. I want to breathe, to look at a sun kissed sky...I want my freedom back. I've been living in this self made hell for as long as I can remember...and there are so many things that fade in and out of the abyss of my mind. I want to tear away from this suffocating womb of deceit and ( Read more... )