Long time since I've written anything here...course, I sit here now, typing away and wondering just how pointless it is to write in here. But I should already know that I'm going to continue writting anyways ( Read more... )

Well, in a short summery, my mom found my journal-no the actual site journal but while I was printing it so I may put it in a safe-locked place found it on the comp. Then other shir went down to which she took away my computer privalges, so basically I won't write anymore in this unless desperate and have a computer in my grasp. I will, however, ( Read more... )

Well, concert last night was fun, got to scope on some cute guys and such. Plus, I found out that Sean-Dore is no longer going out with Emily and I've always thought he was a cool guy and so Felicia did some investigating and asked him if he would consider going out with me...he said yea and he'd have to think on it. But anyways, I still have to ( Read more... )

Well Fenney and I are both doing better...niether of us are too too depressed now. However, me and him are both benefriends, though I'm beginning to think that wasn't such a good idea considering I'm beinning to like some other guys at the moment...he knows one of them too and already doesn't like him too much. Marcus is his name, ex of Jaid's... ( Read more... )

Ok then, it's been a while hasn't it? Well I am back of Vf now and I broke up with Feeney...that was bad...still is...he went all suicidal and then I got all emo and suicidal not because of him but because my phobias are getting worse and there's this stomach bug going around and I'm just like err I don't really wnna deal with all this shit anymore ( Read more... )

I guess I must be some horrible she-creature cause it seems like all I ever do is make the guys I go out with and or care a great deal about sad. I just heard from Feeney that yesterday after he left he cried because of me/for me cuz I was having a hard time with my mom. I didn't even do anything and he got all emo like in a flash. I am so screwed ( Read more... )

Well to begin with when we got back from Phoenix I hug out with Feeney at Matt's then Jaid's and during our stay at Jaid's I started this game that I like to call tests. Basically, I test things like whether he can be dominant by me pushing him up against a wall, kissing him and then stopping to see if he does it back. Or for more deeper shit I ( Read more... )

Ok, so the concert was this weekend and it almost wasn't cause me and my Mom got into a crazy fight and I...cute with out and e and err and I was good for a while but err...anywho got here to take me on account of a heart to heart make-up between us that was started by me and my phobias ( Read more... )

Uhhhhh! I'm soooooo tired.....UHHHHH! I was all fucking hyper and awake last night and so I ended up calling Feeney at like 10 till 10and we ended up talking till almost 2 and UHHH!...I just woke up and I be very tired and it shall be a long weekend ahead of me ( Read more... )

Well as you can plainly see it has been quite a while since my last entry. School is now over and more stories to tell. But let me take sometime to celebrate the fact that school is now over*jumps up and down and runs around joyfully*...sucky thing is I have to go back next week...yeah...I have World Studies summer school...yay *sarcasm*. ( Read more... )