I speak to you in riddles, cuz my words get in my way.

Oct 08, 2003 01:06

yesterday my dad said something to me that almost made me end my life. Heres the conversation as i remember it ( Read more... )

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redd_devil October 8 2003, 14:08:25 UTC
oh man babe, urgh i dont feel like typing a response to this here..i'll talk to you about this later...i love you..

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redd_devil October 8 2003, 15:32:15 UTC
"..and that me and her might not be permanent. she couldve just said no thats not true, i love you and i always will. but she didnt and as she was telling me about how she had changed her mind several times recently i started feeling sick"... <-- i never said we wouldnt be permanent. heh, i KNOW i didnt say that, because if i did that means that i believe we wont last forever, and i pray that we do. yes, i know i have changed my mind a lot in the past but, believe me, if i was going to change my mind about you and me i would have before our relationship got serious. i love you with my whole being and i cant see that ever changing, and i mean that.

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emoshunnalxs October 8 2003, 19:15:54 UTC
yayyy i hope we last forever too cuz i wanna be with u for the rest of my life. =)

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redd_devil October 9 2003, 17:57:43 UTC
:-D

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xstaroverdosex October 8 2003, 14:53:25 UTC
smile :) i read it all..

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unstable_mindz October 9 2003, 14:25:30 UTC
wether you realize it or not there are alot of people that do, truely, care for you. I know how happy cassie has been making you feel and i know how insecure it makes you feel sometimes. I really wish you two the best, but no matter what happens dont do anything that you wont be around to regret later, if you know what i mean. I dont know how serious you are on that subject, but im telling you right now, there are alot of people that really do care for you, even if you cant see it, and if you did something stupid like that, it wouldn't only effect your life, it would effect lots and lots others.

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bro...jason... anonymous October 9 2003, 15:18:09 UTC
yo yo yo!!! man, look, who ever that was that wrote b4 me is true...alot of ppls care for you, like me. haha, loosen up on yourself!!! keep things positive in your life. try and stay on the happy side of things bro. I know that things are tough for you and shit but, c'mon, im sure if u start to think positive you'll realize that...1)your not ugly, and 2)you don't wanna die or kill your self or w/e u wanna call it. me and you arelike family dude, i love you!!!!
~*PeAcE*~
lots of love,
=]N!LlA*
aka, kristen =']

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