interview tomorrrow. hopeuflly that goes well .

tried callin a few people today .
i guess no one wanted to talk . but thats ok. ive kinda been a burden and ive kinda been a bit annoying . so im just going to back off for a while .

after this entry . im gonna clean the kitchen and hopefully take a shower.

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new journal .

A winter's day
In a deep and dark December;
I am alone,
Gazing from my window to the streets below
On a freshly fallen silent shroud of snow.
I am a rock,
I am an island.

I've built walls,
A fortress deep and mighty,
That none may penetrate.
I have no need of friendship; friendship causes pain.
It's laughter and it's loving I disdain.
I am a rock,
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christmas was the best ever. no exageration there.it was so nice.

its 2 30 in the morning ..
and im having the best conversation in the whole freakin world right nwo .. and i dont want it to end.
its so amazing. <333 i wish u knew..

im scared but idc. because if ur scared the only way to get over it .. is to go through with it .. and face ur fear .. ( Read more... )

lalalalalala.

IM BORED SO TELL ME WHAT U THINK !!

ok so im STILL in love with that modest mouse song .. - ocean beathes salty .. it soo good for me =)

Im bored and im writing in my journal because of it .. thought id let u know because u listen more then they do ..
its almost christmas .. and im so excited ..

lalalalalalala loser lalalalalalalala loser ( Read more... )

you smell .. so ha !

today was good =) tomorrow should be too .. i won 5 bucks on a scratch off today .. so i bought feliciashannon and me some taco bell .. megan had SUBWAY so she wasnt hungry =P im cold but its ok .. lol lalala 2 weeks is better then 3 ..

good weekend ..

im watching felicia eat spicy chicken wings .. -gross- i hate spicey .. anyways //

yea .. lol i have no idea .. lol


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ok so you know what i fucking LOVE the killers and i could listen to them forever . =) as of now anyways .
today was ok so far .. hung out at roberts with robert(obviously) ashley jason april herbert red john and alyssa. spoked opium and it did nothing .. no big thing .. i like mids the best anyway of just plain old mary jane.

im actually really ( Read more... )

i got a fuckin tattoo :)
been hanging with felicia like old times .. things are good .
club this weekend ..
and then who knows where to .. lol :)
the o.c is on tonight .. cant forget :-p thanks for not letting me ..
i rearranged my room .. so now theres MORE room .. thank god ..

saw without a paddle last night .. it was funny .. =)
and i had chinese ( Read more... )