scratch that last entry .. for the most part .. 50/50 .. sometimes i just dont understand what is so wrong with me that she couldnt have even given it a try .. but it is ok .. i did alot of thinking tonight and i guess i never really think about how many people really live in this world .. and i cant just qualify myself to the people around here ( Read more... )

IM OVER IT .. AND IM OVER U !

SO BOO YA !!

Something 'bout the way you looked at me
Made me think for a moment,
That maybe we were meant to be
Living our lives seperately
And it's strange that things change
But not me wanting you so desperately

Oh why can't I ignore it?
I keep giving it in but I should know better
'Cause there was something 'bout the way you looked at me
And it's strange ( Read more... )

tell me everything will be ok some day .. because i need some reassurance

man .. i hate hurting my parents .. and thats all i seem to do all the time .. i keep dissapointing them .. they dont deserve the bullshit i give them and i dont even mean to do it .. i just do .. like yesterday with the cops .. god .. and the garage thing .. we had to pay for it .. that hurt us bad .. bc we didnt even have that money .. and that ( Read more... )

got in trouble today with the cops for a fire .. everyone got in trouble now we all have to go to some fire safety class yippe skippee . mom got me a new keyboard a mouse :) yay ( Read more... )

i read this in someones info today and i thought it was so sweet ( Read more... )

HAPPY  BIRTHDAY MEGAN !!!!!!!!!!

HOPE ITS A GOOD DAY FOR YOU

this is one of the most beautiful things ive ever read .. and its so crazy .. bc i feel like this .. its perfect..

There is a much greater motivation than simply my spoken words. For me to love is to commit myself, freely and without reservation. I am sincerely interested in your happiness and well-being. Whatever your needs are, I will try to ( Read more... )

well fuck u and fuck love and fuck kisses and fuck hugs ( Read more... )