Charting the Evolution of my Own Species

[emotionalpoet17]

Sometimes I think that this whole journal thing is a little fuct up and funny. I must admit that it's a good way to communicate with others and express what's on your mind, but updating has become somewhat of a hassle to me. It's always good for me to pour my emotions into writing but maybe on paper...not on a computer screen. I feel the difference

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Secret Admirer

[anonymous]

I don't know how you do it, but I'm blown away. I love that you write your thoughts and feelings so openly here. I really am falling for you. SOrry if that freaks you out,but you're such an honest person and I thought you shouldknow. masterpiece after masterpiece. You're the most intelligent, loving,caring, responsible, poetic, sexy, funny person that i have ever known. you make every page in my book so much better. thank you for commenting backto me. I like the 1-on-1 thing. It feels good toknow that you're reading what I write and writing back. Don't let the little things get to you today. you're so golden; i admire you, but you already know that. smile for me...

that was a fast comment!!!!

[emotionalpoet17]

It was great to find someone had already commented on and read my journal. Today was kinda topsy turvey and I needed nice things, like the ones you wrote. Thank you. :) It means a lot to me that I don't bore you. I'm not as curiouse to know who you are anymore. It's not as important. Your words matter and thank you for telling me that I'm golden. I'm a HUGE Golden Girls fan! *laughs* I hope that the little things didn't get to you either today. It wouldn't be so bad but they all seem to attack at once and they don't seem so "little" anymore. Anyway, thanks for commenting! I actually caught it before my friend Chris told me that you wrote to me!!! I love him! Smile for me...
Kristen

Re: Secret Admirer

[biker1200]

hey i'm sure you're a realy nice guy actually i hate you but that doesn't matter. if you call my sister sexy again i'm going to disembowel you with a wooden cooking spoon.

fuck you!!!
preston

[biker1200]

i'm sorry your day was fairly crappy but it can only get better.

love ya,
big

yes u did

[anonymous]

u did beat me to this one for once but i will still be reading. i actually find what u write something everyone can learn from and to let u know i also enjoy reading what u have to say just cuz it makes sense. doesnt heather have all year to pick up that stupid dress. anyway hope u enjoy my comment and yeah as soon as i find out where this secret admirer guy lives hes going to meet the wrath of grampa.

love u too

grampa

p.s. did i mention that u need to be a writer?

secret ingredient: powdered cement! :)

[emotionalpoet17]

Yeah, Heather's makin' a huge deal about this wedding dress thing. She's making Tommy dip into his retirement fund or something. There's a sale and the dress is discontinued or something so she's rushing, but this isn't the ONLY dress in the fuckin' world. *sighs* Thank you for commenting on my journal. I've always wanted to be a writer...to share my ideas and thots with the world. When I do, I'll dedicate it to you...and a couple other people. :) Walter said he had fun hangin' out with you. I wanted to say "just think, if Heather wasn't around or wasn't so bitchy, you could have even more fun more often!" but I didn't. Thank you for saying that you could understand what I write...sometimes I wonder if it makes sense anywhere else other than inside of me, ya know? I hope that you still continue to read...I hope I don't become a bore! :) No need to threaten others...violence is not the answer, grandpa! :) Thanx again Chris...by the way, I'm almost done with Harry Potter. Preston finished it before me. *growls* It's getting extremely

[reycov]

I've been known to scan hand-written journal pages and post them in all their full color glory(even though it was written in pencil, but hey, the page lines were blue, and i had to preserve the yellowish tint scanned pencil has instead of the harsh cold gray of a grayscale image) to my journal, much to the annoyance of those on my friends list... :D

I know what you mean about living in a circle of chaos. I have so many memories locked up in my journal. Sadly I'm still afraid to read some of my older entries because of the old wounds they may reopen.

cheers :)