back home tomarrow ( Read more... )

ok i had it up to here with doctors. i've made up my mind and i'm not going to any more. what ever happens to me will happen..i don't care and i'm tired of all the fucking needles and all the damned tests ( Read more... )

it's clear to me now that i have no body and that i can trust noone ( Read more... )

just waiting to go back to work. no tmuch going on except i got beyond drunk last night. yeah i'm never touching alcohol again..it's better to get high on weed anyway because you don't get sick all night long.

plus it makes you feel really good.

i always say the same thing ,maybe this time around i'll have the sense to follow through.

i'm doing better just taking it really slow. i go back to work in 3 weeks and i can't wait because then i'll be with my beloved darkon again.