tomorrows christmas. yay. actually i'm not in to cheery of a mood. i think its cause ive been inside all day and i didnt talk to any of my friends. And this isnt good becuase i was alone with my thoughts all day. Which really isnt good. i think about things that make me cry and then i'm sad and no one wants to be sad. i know i'm over dramatic but ( Read more... )

Does anyone read this anymore? i think its better if no one sees this. You see i'm just tired of writing the same thing over and over again in my notebook so why not write it over and over again on the internet? Well me and Mr. Eric Lane Fadely Jr. are officially broken up for the final time. He doesnt want to be my friend. He doesnt want to see me ( Read more... )

long time no see, i missed you. so new month. feburary is my second favorite month because it is the shortest. 28 days. well some people seem to think there are 29. cough matt cough. but i guess i could look past his mistakes ( Read more... )

i havent felt like going online, or even going near the computer really. i've had enough of the radiation. and i'm not liking this whole being awake at 1030 thing. its depresses me. and then i got SoCo in and its not really helping. gosh they are so emo sometimes. i'm going to california for spring break. too bad destany is going to. but i guess ( Read more... )

my right hand is frozen. its freezing. i can see snow. and eric is a dumbass. he wanted to walk to my house but i told him he couldnt because its 22 degrees outside. which by the way is 10 degrees below freezing. dumbass. i'm glad school was cancelled because i was supposed to have my AP euro test today. too bad mrs monahan didnt teach us anything ( Read more... )

school is gay. english/bio projects are gay. research papers suck. the male reproductive system is...interesting. hey guess what. well i dont actually have anything interesting to say. i just didnt want to see you go. you cant break my heart like that. school today really sucked. health sucked. test in bio sucked. geometry and proofs suck. i swear ( Read more... )

battle of the bands was awesome! right tara? yea my favorite was 10 o'clock high and they won. i liked the trumpet player. he was so cool. too bad one of the guys was like 30 and homeless. and i saw wes. an Ex-Bingo employee. i miss him. my size wes. anyways i'm sick. and i have to go to work. i'll end up sneezing and coughing in someones food. ( Read more... )

today is a sad day. my idol, ken jennings, has fallen from his the prestigious position of jeopardy champion. he has been beaten and i am heart broken. ken you are gone but you will not be forgotten. i still will worship you. well on a lighter note eric came over today. fun times. battle of the bands friday with jeff tara and jimmy and maybe teddy ( Read more... )

why am i awake at 8 on a day that we dont have school. i fucking suck. i went to bed at like 830 last night. what the hell is wrong with me? i just havent felt good lately. todays thanksgiving and i'm not even with my family. brother is going to some dinner with one of my moms friends. mom is sick. i dont feel great either. and there is no dad. he ( Read more... )

my head fucking hurts. i think i'm getting sick. thanks alot eric. anyways let me tell you how my weekend was. went to the movies with tara eric and bradley. BS+DH=LOVE. well then on saturday i went to work. hung out with tara. too bad work was fucking hell. i have never made so many phillies in my entire life. i almost passed out. then i went home ( Read more... )