Moved my journal to _fray. I added all my lj friends from this list, so please add me back! <3

From now on this journal is Friends Only. I have my reasons. Comment to be added.

Alyssa: because worrying is like...as valuable as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble gum
Alyssa: its impossible and wont help you at all
Me: when did you get so full of wisdom
Alyssa: just dont worry....i know he loves you and i know you guys have something special....and if it does happen that he developes feelings for someone ( Read more... )

It's as though I'm standing at the edge of a cliff now spreading my wings. Feeling the breeze graze my face as I slowly take in my surroundings. I take a deep breath and jump, completley free falling into the unknown below me. I'm going to let the wind decide where to take me at this point. I have no control over the future, so I might as well live ( Read more... )

I'm not quite sure if it's just me, but when positive things happen.. they don't seem to stick out quite as much as the negative. I focus more on those rather than the good things. I also have a problem with trust, because of things that have happened to me in the past. Why can't I see what I have? Unfortunetley, sometimes I take what we have for ( Read more... )

Christmas was kickass. I got everything I wanted + more. I have yet to try on my new clothes to see if everything fits.. but I love EVERYTHING haha. I've been playing my Simpsons: Hit and Run game for PS2 non-stop. I also got SSX3 and DDR. Kick ass.

Devon bought me the new STAIND <333 and SoCo CD's. It was sweet of him, because Staind is my ( Read more... )

I've never actually seen a real fight. Well, I have.. but after a few punches were throw it's been broken up, until today ( Read more... )

At 9 o'clock this morning my aunt came and picked me up at my house and we went shopping at the mall. I got knee high boots, and a cute denim skirt. I'm so excited. Yesterday when I went shopping with Devon he bought me two shirts (to go along with w/e he got me for X-mas), and the black one he got me will go together so well with what I got today ( Read more... )

This afternoon I went to the mall with Devon. I picked up Christmas presents for my mom, dad, Diana, Lisa, and my next door neighbor Kristin. We were there from about 2 - 5:30ish, and then we came home & had dinner. My family + Devon all had pork.. but I decided to have pizza instead. :P ( Read more... )

I've been blessed with sickness. Wonderful. I cough like I'm going to hack up a lung, my throat hurts, my back aches, my insides feel as though they're on fire. Because of all of this, I'm not going to school today. My mom is taking me to the doctor, and hopefully she can perscribe me something ( Read more... )