Comments | emoxiris: i loved him...now he's gone

emoxiris

i loved him...now he's gone

Dec 07, 2005 22:12

ever feel like its over? like theres no way to keep going because so many bad things have happened to you lately that you just feel overpowered? cant think clearly, cant concentrate on anything. so numb you cant cry, you know how hard the last hit was, but somehow your mind just wont let you feel it yet? you feel like a giant overfilled balloon... ( Read more... )

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moonfire77 December 8 2005, 04:37:05 UTC

Your title explains how I'm feeling right now...I'm sorry that things aren't going well for you. Don't do anything stupid; eventually things will get better.

Here to stay. Forever if not longer. websinger December 8 2005, 06:58:27 UTC

Its never going to be the end until its over, and I don't want it to be over for you in any way, shape, or form. I love you and will keep you in my heart forever, and I'm always here to listen. And that doesn't mean I'm here to listen a little, cut you off, and then start talking about myself. If you want, I'll call you every night and make you spill your guts on me ( ... )

emoxiris December 20 2005, 17:18:25 UTC

and to think, all this came to me because of one stupid guy...and we werent even dating. kinda makes me scared of what else lies ahead. well thank god i'm over him now...or at least as over him as i'll ever be, and probably because i havent talked to him since.
thanks to everyone who read this and cared.

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emoxiris December 20 2005, 20:28:13 UTC

haha yep, who woulda thunk it?

anonymous February 14 2006, 08:43:19 UTC

My dear do you have any idea what love is? Love isnt some 2 day fuck then they leave. you should really look at your definition of love and make sure youre not confusing it for lust.To me it doesnt sound like he really liked you, it sounds like he was using you. I mean Im sure he liked you as a friend but not as anything more than that.He was probably still very much in love with his girlfriend and probably was just looking to you as a rebound. Im guessing hes just one of those guys who leads a girl on fucks her then leaves. I say fuck him get over his ass and if youre dumb enough to even consider killing or hurting your self over someone whose as sad and inscure as he sounds than you deserve how you feel. But seriously hes one guy theres so much more and hopefully youve learned that men are not to be trusted.

emoxiris February 14 2006, 22:10:56 UTC

i never loved him...i was just being fucking emotional...sorry, GIRLS DO THAT SOMETIMES. who the hell anonymously comments on these things anyway, thats lame as hell. and yeah i wasnt abotu to go hurt myself i was just venting...and ur probably right he was just using me for the sex, and i dont really care because ive done that to people too (and i was doin the same thing to him...fuck that i knew he had a girlfriend i just wanted to get laid) so yeah you dont think i realized? thanks. the only problem i had with the whole thing was that he DID tell me he loved me, and it wasnt the first time, or right after we finished having sex, hed been telling me for almost 2 years, thats the only reason i really cared he got back together with his girlfriend who he "still loved" because from my experience its pretty hard to love 2 people at the same time...so props to you for thinking you're so creative and thinking you could bug me with this comment, i think it was jsut really lame that you posted anonymously, so u wanna fess up who you are ( ... )