mm i forgot i had one of these things..til i glanced at sonjas profile on aim and it said lj..n i was like whoah dont i have one of those ( Read more... )

i dont kno anymore ( Read more... )

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this mite be the 5th worst day.
idk.
i really dont know wut is wrong with me.
there hast to be something.
i mean cause..so many ppl hate me.
i kno i say it everytime..but i get reminded everyday.

ppl have broken me down.. so much
my mom is right i dont even kno who i am ne more.

im thinking about making this retarded lj friends only.
becuz apparently..everything i say in here offends ppl. ( that arent friends ) duhh.

sheesh. get a fucking life.

k im done with my rant.

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do u ever wonder y ppl hurt u?
i do.
it sux so much i just want to die rite now.
grrrr

the tears r swollen unto my face

for some reason im listening to nsync...and the bs boys...uh oh ( Read more... )

today was...just. stupid.
i hated today. its almost over so i..i am getting better.
hope theres never a day like this again.
these r the days that make me think about death..2934739 times.

arg

my brother is a piss ant. i dont like him much ne more. he thinks hes "cooler" than me. ha! well come on..everyone knos im cooler than my brother ( not to sound conceited) but..yeah my brother is so mean to everyone..and hey thas not cool at all. And of course im talking about matthew..cuz i would NEVER talk about my cool brother benji boy. hes my ( Read more... )