I have my internet back, yay!!!!!!

That means more updates.

Things are fine. I'm going to fine. Everything is fine.

I don't need a boyfriend.

Just me, my cigarettes, and my music.

I'm worried about Samantha. I know I'm a fucking hypocrit, but what can I say? Her life is going down the drain, and I know she's fucking better than all of this. UGH! Whatever.

Vakentines day is coming up fast. I don't know waht I'm doing though.

( I think I might be spending it with this lovely boy<3 )

I got my acception letter to UofM Ann Arbor!! I'm so excited, this is wonderful!

This weekend was long and I'm glad it's finally over with. I have an enormuse headache and I want to go lay down. Anyways. I have some studying to do, and I feel extra fat after today. Later kids.

So, I'm bring this journal back to life. I think I'm going to delete all of the old entries and just start over. I don't know yet though. I might make this public again.

Got the scholorship..yay me!
finals all this week..*dies*
concert this weekend with britt..yay!
i feel sick..i need to get my cam fixed :[

I'm not going to the band banquet thrusday. His last day wasn't last week..it's thursday :[
Miss Kilby drunked me in the pool..because I can't swim..
annnd I have a massive headache

I found out from Erin that Dominick does coke&weed&heroine :[
I've been seeing him around a lot lately. Uh ohh..maybe I like him..but I shouldn't. I know for a fact he likes me tho.
I dyed my hair last night. It's reddish brown now. weee!
I broke my digitalcam. I won't be able to take pictures for a while :\

I don't get why I still like him. I shouldn't like him, since one of my friends is dating him. I've liked him for the longest time. They're always having problems. Not to sound selfish or like I want this; but why don't they just break up?! I wish the best for them, seriously. If they're happy that is. But neither of them seem to be happy. It tears ( Read more... )

bad day, bleh.