everything has been good ( Read more... )

i feel my depression slowly creeping in but i'm trying to combat it. imagine me in a karate stance. i stopped my prozac like a year ago and really was only on it for about 6 months or so. i restarted it a month ago and i'm trying to maintain t ( Read more... )

this weekend was full of so many distractions.

i stayed with some friends in a hotel and i tried to do exactly what i wanted to do instead of being swayed by others to do what they wanted to do.

i think i'm a sucker for just getting carried away by the different ebbs and flows of energy from so many different people.

on one hand i like the ( Read more... )

i woke up with brain fog again.  i smoked a J last night so there's no doubt about why i'm feeling it lol.  oh well. i love the muscle-relaxant effect because damn everything is sore!
it usually takes me a few hours to get out of this fog OR  if i want to lift the fog quicker, it means engaging in some exercise.

this weekend i'm staying at a hotel ( Read more... )

i woke up today with the mantra "just rest" and laid in bed most of the day, drinking coffee, and snacking. my legs are incredibly sore.

i jogged for 37 minutes yesterday and now my ankles/knees/calves are really feeling it today ( Read more... )

the curse has been lifted and suddenly i'm no longer depressed. I noticed this about 1 month ago.. i woke up one day and felt completely normal. i described this to the psychiatrist and she thought maybe i needed to go back on prozac. who knows. i dont even know.

ive been running a bit more and i wonder if that helped.... but with real depression, ( Read more... )

My friend said, "isnt it funny how every choice we've made has led us up to here?"

When I think about it, I'm pretty proud of what i've accomplished. There are always things that can be improved upon, but it's all in the works. I have a modest house, the best significant other that one could ask for, a job that isn't too stressful, and a dancing ( Read more... )

I'm about to get crochet hair for the first time. I love trying new things with my hair! My hair is at shoulder length right now and it will be about 22 inches after the crochet hair.

Crochet hair is adding hair extensions except your hair is first braided then synthetic (or real, depending on your preference and how much you are willing to spend) ( Read more... )

Everything that was burdening me for the last couple weeks have all resolved.

1. I've worked 11 years in health care and was written up for the first time ever. I'm going to be honest, I've been a little gutsy lately and talking back to unruly patient's families. However, I had an unfair assignment, three too many patients, and one high acuity ( Read more... )

Social media is such a ridiculous place to live mentally.

Ever since I've been 'healing' from some recent emotional trauma, i get all these life coaches on my feed telling me how to fix my life.

Most of the advice is excellent and has in many ways helped.

The other content on my algorithm is comedy.

Stand up comedians, sketches, clips from the simpsons ( Read more... )