Its been along time since I've written in this thing and i have a few things i need to just let my mind let go of. Currently I live with my boyfriend Daune and I'm happy or at least thats what i think i am. i keeping finding myself thinking back on my last love. Joe Thurlow. its never intentional and always out of the blue. When I ran into him ( Read more... )

So its 2:14 am and i'm crying, alone and feeling like shit. I realize no one reads anything I write in here so i'm just going to cry somemore because theres nothing else I can do. I hurt someone I loved. I lied to him. I made him feel really shitty. I now know what it is to be a shitty person. I hate it. I miss Joe soo much. The last time I slept ( Read more... )

Sister, I'm not much a poet, but a criminal ( Read more... )

So started dating this Myke fellow from Necto. First impression was he is a complete asshole not worth my time, but i had promised him a date so i went on it. find out he's great very close to alot of things i have been looking for so lets see how this goes.

SO yeah finally got a job. Only took a year and 11 months and having to leave flint. I now work at S&K menswear and will be wearing suits everyday was well as selling said suits. Now this means i can start working on my musical talents aka i'm finally going to buy that guitar (haha i spelled it wrong) and learn how to play i think. I'll be looking ( Read more... )

I debated on whether or not to do this, but I guess it's ok.

Sigh.

Do you want to get coffee sometime and talk?

No, I'm not messing with you.

And please, no weapons.

=Steve=

This is the e-mail i came home from work/OJT to read. why am i not filled with the usual sense of dread and dispair when my ex snyder is brought up?

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like we all didn't see that one coming.

So the other night after a long winded game of D&D I found myself having one of those rare depressed moments where the reality of everything that has happened sank in. Yeah yeah i know all you bastards are think, what Joe sentimental? Yes it happens. I realized how much i miss the friends i never talk to. Jason, Alpheus, Zach, and most of all Chad ( Read more... )

Well it was intresting dating a pompus rich asshole for the short while I was. If you don't like Sam then it won't work out and well guess what? It didn't. Now i'm attempting to attarct a new mate perfearble this fellow known as Nicolas. Cute gamer geek. so far he gets along with everyone I know. He's very soft spoken and far less open than I am. I ( Read more... )