Believe me when I say you changed me for the better. From now on I look at love differently. I will no longer throw the word around and I will no longer fall for it so easily. I will be careful with my heart so it doesn't break again, for if it does it may never come back. I thank you for making me realize I have my own two feet I can stand on, and ( Read more... )

lost him in the boyfriend sense right after christmas. (kinda did it jerky-like too; fb msg  on mobile after prettty much ignoring me during christmas eve and christmas. BUT HONESTLY; i have forgiven him for how he went about it, i told him it was a jerk way to do it. but it's done with, and in the past and no sense bringing it up and starting ( Read more... )

And they say we’ll never see half as much as they did. It’s true that we never saw Vietnam or World War II. We didn’t see our mother’s cry when John F. Kennedy died. We never lived through the segregation of blacks and whites. We’ve never joined in with the other Americans in the Race to Space against Russia. We’ve never saw Pearl Harbor or ( Read more... )

"Why you always running in place? Even the man in

the moon disappeared, somewhere in the stratosphere"

She runs from it; but he keeps grabbing her by the strings he tied on her and drags her back into it. How much can she take before she cracks? No one knows. All they see is an angel that she keeps running from. OHHH; if they could only see his true ( Read more... )

each day ; i sit here in front of the computer ; watching the minutes go by ; listening to what the songs i listen to tell me. i wonder why i don't do anything productive. am i lazy? do i have no potential? i sit here and wonder ; but i never do anything about it. i talk to the few close friends i have on a daily basis ; wondering what is truly ( Read more... )

5 days to christmas. i am excited to say the least. not for presents or anything. i'm just excited.

ohhh and i've decided that some people are being cut from my life a little bit. because i really don't need their drama and all the bullshit they pull. maybe when they stop acting like highschool kids, i'll let them back in. maybe. they've done ( Read more... )

I never used to be able to understand how someone could be afraid to show someone that they care about them. The whole concept didn't make any sense to me. Now I understand it a little too well. When you care about someone, you give them the chance to hurt you. After the way he played with my head, I couldn't stand to get hurt again. I can't get ( Read more... )

 i'm so behind confused. 
i don't know what to do.
anymore.

 i never thought it would be this hard.

ever.

 isn’t it amazing how you can keep
so much bottled up inside of you
and you can just walk around
and nobody has any idea.

and i have a lot bottled up in me. i'm just counting down the days till it explodes. and it comes out. and i'm free. cause trust me when that day comes. you will be shocked. you won't know what hit you.