Oh my head. Now out of nowhere she finally messages me back. It's just uncanny. There has to be something fucking with me. This has to just be some simulation with someone or thing just watching my every move and waiting to respond with the least likely thing. So at any rate I messaged her back explaining that I didn't expect to hear back and ( Read more... )

Same coldness and refusal to answer my messages. If you like someone you definitely don't treat them that way. What I don't understand is why she didn't just say so in the first god damn place. It's pretty shitty to string someone along and let them think you like them just to one day start pretending you don't exist. But I guess that is just the ( Read more... )

So it's been like 5 years since I've posted in this thing. Nobody I know ever writes here anymore or checks it as far as I know which is part of why I came here to write this time. I'm also a little out of handwriting practice and it was killing my arm. I've already put my time into my paper journal though and i dunno... this is just different I ( Read more... )

When i first realized you weren't calling me back I was shocked. I was in disbelief. I was angry and I was hurt. All of those sharp little feelings that sting the soul. I couldn't allow them freedom. I couldn't open that floodgate. I tried to bury it... deep in my mind but it just wouldn't stay down. It lingers there like a spiritual thorn stuck in ( Read more... )

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I hate the Denver Broncos with a burning fury.
T.Bell can suck my hairy ass. I hope the Bronco's plane crashes on thier way home today. God damn it.

IM BACK IN VERMONT! For good this time. It feels so nice to be home!

I have had many unforgettable times here at Kirkwood. I've met a lot of people that will remain my friends forever. I have learned more about the world, people, and myself than I ever imagined I would in three years. Kirkwood is known as a "challenging" work environment and it is correctly labeled so. Having to run this gauntlet day after day has ( Read more... )

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