so it has been forever and things are going... well they are just going i guess ( Read more... )

congrats josh!! cant believe my little brother has graduated from high school... you have been amazing at everything you have done. you busted your ass and look where you got yourself. you got nothing but good things ahead of you. smile back on the good times and look forward to the events ahead. it might be scary to think of all the unknown that ( Read more... )

so i thought for sure i would want to know when he moved on but turns out it hurts almost as much as when he left me. who knew that the tears would be there just as much. i wish though that i wasnt someone that i worked with bc i dont know if i can handle seeing it thrown in my face everyday. plus i think that he started to have a thing for her ( Read more... )

so it has been forever and a day sinc i updated last... i just havent had much interest lately i dont know just have been in a real mood that i cant shake... there are obvious reasons why i am sure but tomorrow it will be one month since my world fell apart and i dont know i still miss him a lot. i dont cry as much anymore but i do still cry. its ( Read more... )

its funny how you think that you are doing better and then you think you might be moving on you have interested in you guys at work giving you their number customers leaving you their numbers... then you hear that he has a date and you wonder why does that hurt so much... you wonder how he moved on sooo quickly how did it come to pass that you ( Read more... )

Prayin' for Daylight ( Read more... )

so i feel like i am getting better i dont know really bc i still cry prolly once a day bc i miss him and i wish that he actually missed me but i think i am getting better so...

From day one I talked about getting out ( Read more... )

so everyone tells me that this can only get better but the thing is everytime i think i am getting better i lose myself and i fall a thousand steps back again... im angry at the world and ay myself for allowing this to happend to me... im not this girl i dont break done in public i dont cry in front of people i dont let people get the better of me ( Read more... )

so i think that am experiencing panic or anxiety attacks... dont really know what the hell you are supposed to do with that ( Read more... )