He's downstairs preparing for a work call. I get ready for class and lunch with friends after. When I come downstairs, I can feel his eyes following me.
    "Is that a new dress?"
    "Mm-hmm."
    "It's cute."
How understated, when his eyes are telling me so much more.

I kiss him goodbye, and he smiles as he holds my gaze, his hands over his heart.

Are ( Read more... )

On days when I sleep in,  I always briefly wake up to many tiny kisses sprinkled on my face.

He goes on about how he feels so connected when he's inside me.

We had shower sex the first day of my period. He said something about how the two of us were one. I've never really felt that way about sex. I told him, "Be careful, a girl could get attached." He said he wanted to come inside me, I said that I wanted him to. After, I felt closer to him ( Read more... )

We spooned all night. I woke up briefly to him murmuring, "You're wonderful."

"You really know what you're doing. That whole breathing thing. I've never done that before."
"Neither have I."
"You don't know how much it means to me."
He holds my head so tight, I can barely hear him. I know I've triggered an intense reaction. My mind screams something I know it's too soon to say.

Little memories, lest I forget:
Javi on my shoulder, Zoey climbs on my tummy: "See? We both wanna cuddle with you."
The way he held my face when he kissed me.
That now he asks when we'll see each other again.

"I think that when you start dating again, you should stick with your own kind." He's talking about servers. That not everyone is going to get it or be cool with that kind of behaviour. Not everyone has had the experience you had with your dad misbehaving in the service industry. I don't need you telling me what kind of people I should date; I'm ( Read more... )

I'm gonna dictate this post because I don't feel capable of typing right now. You don't let me talk you cut me off because you think you know what I'm gonna say.  The entire things very rude and dismissive of me as a person rather than just letting me speak Finnish ask my question. You told me that you have a lot of stuff going on right now and ( Read more... )

Tonight I find myself sneaking up the stairs, one at a time, desperate to not make any noise to wake him up, to avoid any conversation about where I was and who I was with, despite the fact that everything was innocent, that I had two beers with a friend in a "breastaurant". Simply to avoid conflict, because he put me through so much the last time ( Read more... )

Booze. What makes the lioness grow weak? I'm going to feel this in the morning.