It’s been a LONG time since I’ve updated. I’ve been kind of busy these days and a lot has changed. New school schedule, new home schedule, new classes, new friends, new love. It’s all good. It just all happens to occupy a good portion of my day which leaves little time for me to do much else. So I guess my biggest update is my boyfriend. It’s ( Read more... )

I have almost everyone's presents and it's awesome. I didn't procrastinate too much. XP I am broke now but that's ok. I hope everyone likes what they got. Some people have to visit me to get them though since I can't visit people :( Especially melanie since yeah, she's far away. I'm also broke because I bought myself final fantasy III and paid $400 ( Read more... )

So, today I got a message from Amanda (jace's ex). She said she had the baby. he was born 4 days ago, but he has Zellweger's Syndrome. Which is fatal at about 6-9 months. I got this message early in the day but i wasn't at the computer until later... Dammit i wish i had been there or could have talked to her... It just doesn't seem fair and none of ( Read more... )

I hate him/her...

It's just not fair... not fair at all... and I will never understand...

welcome to the world Tyler Daniel Meeks...

I'm so sorry you'll be leaving it so soon...

T_T

Matthew's birthday was yesterday. He seemed to like his presents. That made me happy. I'm still worried abouyt him but it's been working out ok. He'll eat if I take him places... so every other week we go out to a restraunt and eat and he'll sometimes eat if I bug him enough. Today was just a good day. Then Jace called and wished matthew a happy ( Read more... )

Yet another day of feeling like hell (physically). I don't get what's wrong with me. I just know that I feel sick and it doesn't seem to be going away of getting any better. But aside from the crappy feeling, today was awesome. Mostly because I got to hang out with Erica. We went to taco bell and ate some yummy food, then we went to my house and ( Read more... )

I feel sick today. Probably just because today was a really crappy day. I got to RCC late... not late for my class but just later than what I had planned. Then yoga sucked because Cheryl (sp?) was mad at me. It was only really bad because my cell went off only I didn't know it was mine because i always assume mine is off.... I mean, normally, ( Read more... )

My ?????????? key is sticking... and it's annoying the hell out of me. Other then that I'm killing time before writing an email to my ex that I just don't want to write. Aside from that not much is going on. I find I am quite busy all the time now. It kinda sucks but oh well. I went to the couselors to get an application to finally graduate from ( Read more... )

So I haven't updated in a very long time. I've just been so busy that ALL I've really had time for is a few random quizes. Aside from that I have tons of research to do (still) for my research papers. There's not much else that's going on anyway. Alot of drama... stupid drama. I HATE the drama. But what can I do? Nothing... so I'm just here waiting ( Read more... )

Well, today sucked. A message was sent to people on yahoo IM and it's wrong (obviously) I am still very much alve. If you were a victim of the message I am so unbelievably sorry. I'm sorry it keeps happening. I'm sorry there's so many false alarms... I'm just sorry... from now on everything is under lockdown. I'm changing my passwords and ONLY 3 ( Read more... )