that can happen in a person's life to change who they are. I have been through so many things in the past two years, I can't even remember who I used to be. I was bitter for a time, and angry a lot...now I feel two inches tall and broken. I feel like I want to just be naked (and dont ask why i have to be naked...but I just do because it feels nice ( Read more... )

I now know what all of those ladies on lifetime are thinking. You yell at the tv scream like 'hey lady...OBVIOUSLY its not you..its him, he's obviously got issues duh!' but here I sit ( Read more... )

I can remember a time when I had a lot of hope. I thought (foolishly) that when you found someone you loved, obviously you two would marry and have a family together and live happily ever after. I hoped that people who were addicted to drugs would one day be the person I once knew. The one who would swing on the swings with me, have spitting ( Read more... )

So...it is very interresting here. And by interresting, I mean completely uninterresting! It's torture! I have hung out with Steph a few times which is cool, met a really cool guy named Christian and things with he and I are going pretty well too...for the most part. Honestly? I don't know what the heck I am doing. The poor guy! He's obviously ( Read more... )

Talked to Tony last night. Interesting the people you find you miss once you've gone. I talked to him for a bit. He says I just need to find a cool rockabilly guy with sideburns, who plays stand up bass and works on old cars. I told him that's the last thing I need. I need to focus on school and focus on being me without depending on a man to make ( Read more... )

It's not bad here...just...different ( Read more... )

Well over the past few days I have thought about a lot of things ( Read more... )

It's funny....not funny ha ha but funny like 'hmm...isn't that funny?'. It seems that just when you start getting comfortable, something calls you to leave and do something else with your life. Maybe that is just because if you don't leave before you get TOO comfortable, you'll probably never leave. You tend to get stuck when you're comfy. Ya know ( Read more... )

I have reached a conclusion ( Read more... )

I got assigned my little sister. She is from a spanish speaking family which I mean...isn't THAT big of a deal..but her folks only speak spanish and she speaks english. Also...she is 11. I am looking forward to meeting her! She is a little bit older than I wanted and I didn't really want a kid from a spanish or other language family or whatever... ( Read more... )