im chainging my journal to tainted_flame so i wont b using this one nemore

Today was a waste of my time.Sorta....Well this is also wut has been going on these past weeks ( Read more... )

Life just seems to rip at my soul ( Read more... )

Well this weekend sucked yet was really good. Friday i went to the basketball game to hang out with dustin. And then we both went to the dance together that was after ward. Then all these ppl kept telling me to ask him out and kept tell him to also. I was kinda nervous but i asked him to dance. He sed YES hehe. Then we sat down and talked and his ( Read more... )

Today was ok. Coulda been better i guess. But then it coulda been worse. I hate my mom. Everytime i see her i just get this feeling of intense hate. She could have that rat baby neday now can't wait. Last night i had to go to a baby shower *rolls eyes* another one. This one was more fun then the last tho. Atleast it was family and not a buncha old ( Read more... )

Just got home from school. Ugh what a day. I hate school and i hate life. But then i love living n shit. Its so annoying how that is. *rolls eyes* Neway well im so tired. I havent got a good nights sleep for so long its crazy. Well im gona go but first heres mi poem i wrote last night ( Read more... )

So everything sucks again. I hate life i really do. I hate waking up in the morning and going to school, to see all those ppl. I so sick of it. Im so sick of my parents too, never leave me alone. Pisses me off to no end!! Lately ive just been sitting on my fat ass. NOthing else to do. All this snow is cool, there isnt enough! Sometimes i wonder ( Read more... )

never mind it messedd uppppppp

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hey, just sittin here watchin music vids and lookin at guitar tabs. I'm kinda tired i guess. I dono its not really exhaustion just xtreme sadness/lonliness if ya kno wut i mean. My mom made me go outside w/ my brother. It was alright till my dog starts bleeding really bad. So i had to drag his fatass home and bandage him up. Well after that my hair ( Read more... )