and i don't expect any gifts.

i hope i get some but then again, i kinda don't care.

i just wanna come home for christmas.

bored.

i'm not so sure.

things are still changing and its all awkward and shit all the time.

i'm just now able to talk to him again, with her being around.

lakefront with him saturday.

says he has something to tell me.

?

don't know what i'm gonna do.

mom comes home monday.

should be here around 8 pm.

done.

** Jason walks down a lonely road**. has no where to go** thinking of this stupid rhyme** just to pass the time**.. So I see this flower** and I say "Hey, what's the matter?" and he says, " Well, everyone of my brother's and sister's got picked and were brought home and are being appreciated but I was forgotten".. " All of you knowing how curious ( Read more... )

sorrowxtear: lol.. Well, I was an idiot.. I should of kissed you.. Any guy that passes up that chance to kiss you is an idiot.

suse...he is the sweetest fucking kid in tha world niggas...

haha.

that kids fucking crazy.

i love my mommy cuz she fxcked my dad.

thats what i'm thankful for. : ]

and i love daniel, and mia, and seegar, and kelso, and meegs, and anyone i didn't name because i am so excited that i am in louisiana again and their families even though i don't know half of those peoples families.

but i love them anyways.

:]

so i am at mia's right now, and i will be here for uno week and all of you better see me.

i might even stay for good...who knows?

:]

mom left for the vening...i think.

well i miss everyone back home in louisiana alot...i'm very lonely here and i'm only doing it to myself...i just want to come home...

i feel like i'm at war or some shit..with everyday life...every fxcking day is a challenge that i always feel i can't face eye to eye ( Read more... )

so today i'm by myself at home...everyone went to a bbq and i decided to take advantage of the alone time...

good idea huh.