.. I thought I was strong.. .. I thought I could handle it all and be a man... .. But I cant do it... I cant handle it anymore... .... Jail, losing Brittany, Losing my cat, bills, fines, no car, no friends, no life, no respect, no love... Its all to much... ... Forget it ... i give up i just dont care anymore.. .. I just want it all to go away...
You know I really think I jinx myself... Everytime I post something or say something about how happy I am and how great my life is going... SOMETHING has to go wrong...
Its my god damn luck...
Eventually im just not going to have a heart left...
Im going to on "Vacation" for about a good 6 months you guys so im really looking forward to seeing all of your messages and comments when I get back Tell me all about things that are going on and try to keep me up to date on everything for when I get back. You all are awesome See you in a few months