I want to kill.

I swear I do.

so i wrote a poem :p (082409 ( Read more... )

it's been a while since i wrote something. i'm so happy the words came out again. i'm so happy they're still alive ( Read more... )

LOST

silence for a moment,
wrapped inside time,
deep within me.
wind creeps,
memories crawl.
tears fall.

and they keep on falling,
falling until sleep comes.
dreams play,
it lures, it wooes,
dreams trap.
it's my greatest fantasy.

i don't want to wake up.

and i don't wake up.

i never wake up.

white horse
taylor swift

Say your sorry
That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to.
As I pace back and forth
All this time cause
I honestly believed in you.
Holdin' on
The days drag on
Stupid girl I should have known, I should have known.

That I'm not a princess.
This ain't a fairytale.
I'm not the one you sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the ( Read more... )

Empty and hollow, all was taken

Hope I had forsaken

The eyes I seek are nowhere

The smile I need is not there

Every step I took,

In every way I look,

My heart did not want to stop

I never wanted to give up

I am drawn to you

But the world would not allow me to

We can’t be together

And that is sorrow forever

Destiny is not on our side

It will not let one ( Read more... )

 
Have I not seen it before?

Or did I simply refuse to open my eyes?

I blinded myself,

Right then killing myself.

And now as I’m wrapped in anguish,

I turn to no one but a shadow.

I hold on to the numbing cold.

It spreads, slowly paralyzing me.

All my senses immobilized,

I’m frozen. Powerless.

I could wait until death takes me.

I could wait, but I shall ( Read more... )

Isang hakbang,

Nabalot ng kadiliman

Tumigil, huminga

Magmasid na maayos

Pakiramdam ang gamitin

Mata ay ‘di iisa

Pakinggan ang paligid

Wala na ang mundong kinagisnan

Nagliwanag, naglinaw

Sarili mo ay ‘di makita

Naglaho ka na ng tuluyan

i miss everybody :((

i love love our recent topic in psych! it about consciousness.. there the altered states of consciousness, sleep, hypnosis, esp, and my favoritest of all, dreams!!!:D wahahahaha:D we interpreted a dream and it so cool!! wee!!!:D

although.. it saddening too.. cos it remind me i not remember much much of what i dream.. it good that recently, i start ( Read more... )