why doesnt anyone ever duct tape my mouth shut. nothing productive ever comes out of it, and i just wish that someone would finally yell at me to close it!

why is my mother so strange? i just asked if i could go to yoga, and she was lik e"no, it's too expensive"...it's seven dollars...oh well. i'm still going, with stephanie and blake, they're now my good friends, i truly enjoy riding home with them. i'm pretty sure i'm going to fail fcat for some reason, just because im a failure in life. i felt very ( Read more... )

"isn't it strange when your friends aren't your friends anymore ( Read more... )

i dont want to be here. i belong in north carolina. that is my favoritest place in the entire world. i wish i were there. everyone is so much nicer. i dont think anything gets better than a room filled with 300 genuinely good people. ive a;ready cried twice about not being there anymore. life is just good up there. no one will understand unless ( Read more... )

my poor mother. i love her so much. i thought i had death all figured out. people die sometimes in the most awful ways, but i thought it was to show other people to appreciate everything they have, but this i cannot understand. a close friend dying is much easier to understand when it's because of some chronic illness, cancer, or even a car ( Read more... )

respect. that's the theme for today. people i have respect for, and people i don't. it's a shame when you think you know someone, and then they completely let you down. my entire theory for not doing things has been shut down. i still don't want to, but now i feel like i don't have a good enough reason not to. someone who shall remain anonymous has ( Read more... )

whoa man, i think live journal reformatted...hmmm. haven't written in a while. i'm getting acne cream today! woo-hoo!! hopefully i'll be all cleared up by homecoming. i can't wait. my friends are talkign about goign to a party after, but i kind of don't want to go. maybe i'll get "grounded." hmm, what a thought. great new CD's, thanks caroline. i ( Read more... )

I have the most amazing english class in the entire world. It's just gosh darn amazing. Every class i leave pondering something new. I hope im not just a facade, i know i am to some extent though. I dont think that is entirely wrong though. It's more like a "self sacrifice," not literally, but i would rather be the one to suffer instead of someone ( Read more... )

yay, the hurricane's over!! school's back, oh well. i dont have a full 5 day week for a few weeks, so it's just dandy. i definately quit caring about school just now. i realize that its not that hard, and if i do procrastinate, a week later, it wont really matter that i waited until the last minute, all that matters is that i did it. it's all good ( Read more... )

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