you feel guilty cause it's someone you know's old boyfriend. i get the feeling sometimes. i've been with my boyfriend for 18 months, but i stole him from my friend's friend. they were only going out for 2 months before he broke it off for me (basically). and i still feel weird around my friend. silly us, that's all.
I just saw your icon and that's all I could think to say. but I read the whole entry and I kinda know how it feels when you have more in common with your friend's ___friend.
I love that song. :)_starstruck_August 11 2003, 14:06:08 UTC
I have that familiar ache in my heart, the good ache, where you can't wait for it to stop aching and feel good, but you're in the unsure stage where you're not sure if it's going to happen, or if it's allowable to happen.. gah. I want it to happen, I need it to happen.
Boy, do I know what that feels like.
I can see why you feel guilty, and how Emily might feel I don't know - rejected? But you can make descisions for yourself, and I had an ending to this sentence but I forget where I was leading..
God, it seems like everyone is having problems with the dreaded B word. Boys, poo on them.
Eeeee, Moulin Rougeeeee! And you can tell everybodyyyy, this your songgg, it may be quite simple but, now that it's doneee, i hope you don't mind, i hope you don't mind, that i put down in wordsss, how wonderful life isss now your in the worrrllddd!
Bah. I think I'll watch that. I've been watching movies all afternoon to keep my mind occupied until work.
I think you should make yourself happy. You aren't hurting anyone by falling for this Craig, and if Emily does get upset she's being unreasonable and selfish if her and he aren't even together anymore. You worry so much about everyone else and how they will feel and that's so amazing of you. That you're so other's centered, but...be selfish once in a while, okay? You totally deserve it.
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I just saw your icon and that's all I could think to say. but I read the whole entry and I kinda know how it feels when you have more in common with your friend's ___friend.
good luck with that, emily :).
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I don't know... I'm sorry things are so messy and complicated for you right now.
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Boy, do I know what that feels like.
I can see why you feel guilty, and how Emily might feel I don't know - rejected? But you can make descisions for yourself, and I had an ending to this sentence but I forget where I was leading..
But yeah, you go on with your bad self.
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Eeeee, Moulin Rougeeeee! And you can tell everybodyyyy, this your songgg, it may be quite simple but, now that it's doneee, i hope you don't mind, i hope you don't mind, that i put down in wordsss, how wonderful life isss now your in the worrrllddd!
Bah. I think I'll watch that. I've been watching movies all afternoon to keep my mind occupied until work.
I think you should make yourself happy. You aren't hurting anyone by falling for this Craig, and if Emily does get upset she's being unreasonable and selfish if her and he aren't even together anymore. You worry so much about everyone else and how they will feel and that's so amazing of you. That you're so other's centered, but...be selfish once in a while, okay? You totally deserve it.
<3<3<3
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