I am home now.

well, again, another day has gone and passed without much in the means of employment. For either me, or Meena. Life is very fine being with meena...she should have been occupied this week, and she should not have been talking to me...now I am lucky enough to be able to spend valued time with her. I am loving my life, regardless of what everyone may ( Read more... )

well, I am alone now. Meena has gone somewhere to take time off from me, and this. It makes sense...I pushed her way too hard. I love her so much, and want so much out of us...it overwhelmed her when she needed it to give her confidence. So, I talk to no one. Life isn't the way I want it to be. Lately, I've been talking to a lot of employment ( Read more... )

I think I completely lost my mind.
I love you Meena. Do you REALLY love ME? can you go so long, and still feel it.
I think it all happened in a few minutes.
it hasn't stopped. it just doesn't feel like I know who I am.
Who am I?

can you tell me?

I haven't left my house. I can't. I tried. I hate them. EVERYONE.

inspire me to write in this more...give me a comment that blows my mind. please...say something with true meaning and value. my life is all about value. Awe me. if you can.

I usually never update, and its mainly due to lack of time. I hardly get to make much time for myself anyways...let alone this machine. I am presently at work, and bored. just doing some of this before I need to get down and dirty cleaning the parts department. my life has been great, love with Meena is as good as it always has been...me and her ( Read more... )

Tomorrow, I am working 7am - 5 pm, then heading to my lovely Mena's house. Should only be staying the weekend, til monday, and leaving that night. LATE that night. I hope to take her home with me, and let her stay with me for a while, til I must take her back next weekend....its fine, I have companion passes, and shit. Which reminds me, I should go ( Read more... )

My life hardly changes, but I notice it always goes. I feel like parts of my life will be fantastic in the future, but I'll have to deal with present problems more. I still work, at subaru, and I try to save as much money as I can...I buy alot of drugs, and right now, I have some northern lights to my name...should get some lower grade - - mid ( Read more... )

I have, BY FAR, much more tolerance than I once did. I notice things can go past me now, and I won't allow it to deteriorate a good thing. I could, of course, go batty over something that just plain bothers me...but why would I do it over something I can just as easily let go, and leave that for another conversation, without ill will ( Read more... )

Well, I'm bored at my home waiting for the wife to call me now...its been a while, but she should be around anytime now. I'd wait a while for her. I love My LITTLE MEENA. she's a great little gal, and I wouldn't trade her for Israel, and I love war ( Read more... )