I am a poor excuse for a human being. I fuck up so bad, I feel like dirt. I am a total hypocrite

If any of you guys get scared out there that you won't ever find someone for you who isn't a jerk face; don't be. It can happen. My dad said something that kept me going when Andy and I broke up, he said, "Meg, one day you will meet a boy who will rock your fucking world, you will be completely caught off guard that someone so awesome exists and ( Read more... )

Becca and Sam are freaking incredible. For once in my life I feel apreciated and i freaking adore and appreciate them.

I finished invisible monsters at 5 am last night, it was a really good book I suggest you all read it, I will lend it to whom ever is interested. Now I have to finish snuff.

Why is it that people always swear up and down they will never drink again, but somehow despite their desire to carry out that promise to themselves they end up consuming more alcoholic beverages than ever and end up swearing up and down that it will never happen again. Oh the faint was awesome, more awesome than expected it was like a rave when ( Read more... )

Going to the faint tonight. Im super excited. Then tomorrow I have to change my classes around for college, plus I have work. For anyone interested I plan to have people sleep over for my birthday considering I'm finally going to be eighteen. It only took a million years.

Mayhem Fest was amazing. I had so much fun with Becca it was ridiculous. I almost died when slipknot came on. And then later that night I had the best time ever running through sprinklers and riding bikes with flat tires. =] by the way here emily, lol:

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Thank you world for the big FUCK YOU this morning; appreciated it.

Why let this world weigh
On your shoulders
Pick it up push it off
Before you let yourself colder
Just look into the eyes
The good eyes
Of a child and see
That love rise like a river
And flow for a thousand miles
To give me some
Peace love happiness
Peace love happiness
Peace love happiness
Peace love happiness

Breathe in deep
Feel your heart beat
Just to know
That ( Read more... )

I love James Martin he makes my life amazing.