Never once in my life, have I EVER met someone who can see right through me better than I can see through myself. My excuses are pointless to you, and you even realize my every intention. It's purely incredible, how someone can know you better than you even know yourself.
I guess when I left Pitman I left part of me behind there, I forgot who I was ( Read more... )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TiWbtpX4jsI

now thats what i call false advertising i ate an entire box tonight and i did not become a fruit

so playing in rainstorms is fun =]

I'm going to be 18 freaking years old in one month. My family is probably going to make a big deal too because I'm their first kid to become an adult. Too bad I still feel like I'm 14 years old.

I have finally figured out the root of my problem. Since my parents got divorced, I have lost all self worth for myself. My entire life no one has showed me that I am worth jack, when I left my mom she helped me pack my shit, and didn't say a word. It made me feel worthless. Then every single friend I have ever had that I am no longer friends with ( Read more... )

People are extremely mature that's all I can say.
Im sick of stepping up to be the bigger man, that gets you nothing.
I can't believe I ever called some of these people my friends EVER.
The only friends I need are the ones who were with me last night making piggy noises with me till 4 in the morning.

Saw HellBoy 2 and Eh. Mom is back from the hospital and doing fine. Puppies are driving me up a wall. Attempted surfing and stuff with Becca and Dirrriiikkk yesterday had a nice day however I am burned to a crisp. Then drank a little last night while playing GTA4 and watched a scary movie with my lover Becca! Altogether a pretty good day.

I finally realized tonight that not crying when something has you upset to be strong, is actually being weak and hiding from your feelings. Hot damn.

Mom is in the hospital. Puppy brought a pizza over my favorite pineapple to feed me and my sisters after our tough day! we cuddled and watched a movie!

Okay I'm revealing the puppy's identity. His name is Dustin White. We went to school together from elementary till middle. He is in the army, and has an amazing body hahaha. And he is skinny! He is sweet. He works at a mutha fucking bakery. Pays his own bills, keeps a job, isn't into drugs, likes animals, is a vegetarian, and treats me like a god. ( Read more... )