Im tired and shouldn’t be writing. I want to be part of anything that I see as bigger and more attractive than what I have around me. Then I look at what I have done thus far and where I should be based on my decisions and guess what… I end up seeing myself sitting at this computer writing about the things in life that I want that I don’t have ( Read more... )

things happen because people want things to happen. we learn things because we want to learn. we build buildings, planes, clocks, little russian dolls, easter eggs, cars, political systems, philosophies because we want to. our lives are created around this perception of what we think a life should be. sometimes we get angry because we can't ( Read more... )

i think life is pretty ( Read more... )

"im and utterly frusturated."......."..."...

there was a pause in the air. i seriously believed for a second that my energy might have knocked the CD from where ever it was standing...

i just need a friend named jenny. period.
and if she reads this, her commenting on it will prove she read it.

two things ( Read more... )

while watching the third disc of the second season of Arrested Development (the most kick ass show on the planet besides a few others) and for some reason became mildly obsessed with the character Kitty, played by Judy Greer. this led me to reading her bio and looking at pictures of her on iMDB. that part isn't too obsessive i know that. but i ( Read more... )

in the beginning was the word ( Read more... )

it occurred to me in a very subtle way that my path of realization was about to hit that one turn in the road that everyone has to eventually hit. this might sound a bit absurd but i don't think i should ever watch Fight Club by myself ever again. we've all gone through that stage where we watch it obsessively in the morning, at lunch, on the ( Read more... )

there was a little girl on a jetski, scooting around an enclosed bay that was surrounded by red rusty metal walls. the most intense thing she did was race by the wall super fast right when the waves were crashing into it. then she would weave in and out of people who were hanging out coolly with their families in the bay, floating on their tubes ( Read more... )