that play keeps coming back to me during my slumber to haunt me further.

i am so full of youth and liquer i wish to go bounding into the fields and forests in the night, (with no flashlight).

one night filled with laughter, love, friendship. the next consumed by quiet dark bedrooms and lonely howls only answered my hunger. eat tonight with no concept that you will get to tomorrow. i want to be content with myself. prove nothing though. this is fine. i can give it a try. it's all i have to turn to always. it will satisfy my needs ( Read more... )

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thunderous roars from the sky! I was just out on a bike ride and realized how pleasant it was in this weather. damp earth, cloudy grey skies and just generally nice good feeling. now the heavens are trembling. I believe I had a dream where I envisioned lightning last night.

sometimes it's really hard to explain what happened in your dreams. well, I guess they can truly only make sense to you. or maybe it's just my problem ( Read more... )

ahhh!!!! fuck shit ( Read more... )

okay, so i lied about the show last night, but none of you went anyways. like an hour or two before the show we get called and told that there's been a mistake. some girl from california was already booked or something on the same day that we were booked to play and nobody realized it. but the show will go on and we will play at the coffee cottage ( Read more... )

if any of you cats are out there right now, go to the coffee cottage at 8pm for a show featuring yours truly, oh yeah, did i mention it was free?

can't. go. to. sleep. fuck, what am i going to do about tomorrow? i will have hardly any sleep, or if i do, my entire day is wasted tomorrow. i wish i could fall asleep. i tried once or twice. at least i don't work tomorrow. i saw some cool people this night, marcus, erica, sam and alexa were at shari's. well... i'm spacing, and i'm going to try ( Read more... )