Maybe some things do last forever, but what shape do they take? How do you recognize them once they've walked off the earth? It's just that life is so astoundingly long, and death so completely permanent, it seems impossible that I'll make it through. You've provided every ray of light to find my face since you were born. It's so obvious. Only ( Read more... )

yesterday slipped into regression and I found myself living a freshman kinda life ( Read more... )

So basically, strangely and unexpectedly, I have a boyfriend ( Read more... )

So, things are going fairly well, as life goes, you know ( Read more... )

So, I know now that I have deviated from alternative thought to a greater degree than I thought. What I mean is that I was counting on the fact that I thought outside the box, that I was freer maybe, and less bound by commonalities. But I'm not really, because one beautiful thing is rhythm, and I've chosen the rhythm of education. With schools ( Read more... )

I saw In America last night and loved it. I can't believe the world was trying to keep me away from it for so long. The characters were beautiful and everyone fit together so brilliantly, and then there was the city in the background soaking up everyone's sweat and anguish and lighting it on fire. Manhattan is hard and cold and mean and I know ( Read more... )

maybe this won't be funny to other people but I really like to go ahead and trust salespeople. You know how you're always wishing there was someone to trust? yeah, salespeople are the best bet. They give very definite answers and sometimes it doesn't matter if they were genuine, because atleast I extended some trust. Maybe it's a human ( Read more... )

It's been a weird, kind of like living in a shell, day. I was in bed until 3 and then who knows what happened ( Read more... )

"She has the eyes of a poetess, the nose of an aristocrat, the chin of a noblewoman and the mouth of a suck artist in a Tijuana pony show, she's perfect ( Read more... )

Aside from a few people and places, the last few weeks have been so airy, so clean laundry, so summer's eve with the stars. I couldn't tell you how exactly but I think LA is more complex than I ever thought to believe. And is it not that way more often than not? Limited capacities lead to limited realities, and that's ok, especially today when I ( Read more... )