I never get dizzy...
I never get incoherent...
I never get tired...
I never pass out...
I never get crazy...
I never get angry...
I never get belligerent...
I just get queazy...
and then I throw up.

I need to cut back on the grain alcohol.

Now that I have her back, I will never ever screw it up again. If I do something wrong...I'll fix it. I can't afford to feel like that ever again. The sense of loss and loneliness. I can't count how many times I was laying there and suddenly just cried. I missed her so much, that this time...if somethings wrong...we will not be at each others ( Read more... )

Okay ( Read more... )

Just got back from the movies with Lilith ( Read more... )

It's kind of redundant when suddenly someone you once gave advice to turns around and yells at you to spill every detail of your life. It never occurred to me how boring my problems are. Oh well ( Read more... )

Poetic Justice at its finest ( Read more... )

Poetic Justice at its finest ( Read more... )

I just got off the phone with Anike. I guess in a way a 4 hour conversation with no certain topic proves that I should be calling more girls. Its kind of hard to do though, because I always have this feeling that I could be something so much more constructive and entertaining then talking on the phone, but then I talk to someone with something to ( Read more... )

Oh man. I just got back from Karla's birthday party. It was alright. The party itself was kind of mellow and mediocre. I was surprised to see John-John and Mikey there and everyone is damn lucky they were because they gave that party some life for everyone except Lilith, who refused to swim. So we basically just swam around for a few hours before ( Read more... )

I think there's something wrong with me. I watched the video for "The Quiet Things No One Ever Knows" and I started crying so I went to sleep. Then I woke up around 4 hours later at 5:30(pm) and called Danielle. We got in to conversation and she started talking about her boyfriend and all that and it made me really sad again. She realized that it ( Read more... )