so my girlfriend has epilepsy. i just found out recently, she told me that they are normally small little shakes. but this time its bad, she has been shaking alot lately, and today she is at the medi-cal office trying to get insurance. i wish that we lived in canada, cause she would have already seen a doctor. but no, this is america, the land of ( Read more... )

so i got the worst sunburn that i have ever had in my life the other day, and now i am peeling and it itches like crazy, like mucho crazy. im dying. ugh.

Before Sidekicks & iPods ( Read more... )

i dont know if i really "like" the girl that i am dating. i might just think that i like her because she likes me. im totally lost with the situation. oh well, i am working things out. i dont want to lead her on, but i like the attention and i like the fact that it makes me not think about other people anymore. i guess im just confused, but i ( Read more... )

i almost have a girlfriend. but i have some reservations, and i dont know why???

so i found out today that they dont really have ice cream trucks in paso. this little hillbilly town is rather lame, but they do have little mexican dudes on a bike that are almost just as good. my mouth is green, thanks to the ice tickle (giant otter pop) that i ate on my leisurely walk to the library. its so ridiculously hot here. im dying, ( Read more... )

i barely even remember the last time that i posted on this shit. wow, its been a long time. well.... i dont even know where to start anymore, my life is different. i live in a bo-DUNK ass central-cali city. i know NO ONE. except my sister and her friends.
I FEEL LIKE A SOCIAL BUTTERFLY WITH HER WINGS RIPPED OFFi have a job that i look foreward to ( Read more... )

im so fucking torn with my own emotions. but i dont know how to vent without everything getting more fucked up then it is. all i do is try and try, and im never going to get anywhere. im just waiting for something else to happen to make my life even more lovely then it already is. i have cried so much today, its not even funny, an di just want to ( Read more... )

Permission for HeartbreakI wish that people would ask you if its okay ( Read more... )

so life in interesting, i dont know what is going on with work, but i will have in figured out by the weekend. until then i just relishing in the time that i have off. ive actually been sleeping, and seeing friends. its quite good times. love life and sex life are still at zero, but its better this way. otherwise everything is good, except for my ( Read more... )