thanksgiving weekend was great. i really needed to go home so i'm glad i did. i got to hung out with most of the people i wanted to see, even if it was for a little bit. there was turkey, home cooked meals, borders, the library, carneasada fries, hackeysack, hair dye, ice cream sandwiches, polaroid pictures, hookah, christmas decorating(!), chuck e ( Read more... )

i wish i was in love.


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i'm so bored. i took a two hour nap earlier. crazy.

i don't think first rain is tonight. i hope i see some ass anyway.

i need to get out more and meet more people. one of these days hopefully.

i can't wait until thanksgiving! ahh, less than a month!

i'm not good with first impressions. not at all. everyone deserves a second chance? i've met a few new faces, but i'm never one for being myself the first time i meet someone so its hard to stay interesting enough to hold someone's attention and get them to stick around and hang out with you. my life is tough, i know. the social part anyway ( Read more... )

it finally hit me yesterday. i was taking down photographs from my corkboards and i realized this is it. i actually am moving. i'm going to be gone in less than 48 hours. up until that point, i was just like, oh okay i'm moving.. i need to pack.. i won't be so close with friends down here anymore. but now it's like, I'M MOVING!!! I'M ACTUALLY ( Read more... )

i miss him unbearably. these past few days have felt like hell, so i'm glad we got to talk last night even for a few minutes. i'm so relieved that we're staying friends. i thought he hated me. this is going to be so hard for me, but i hope i get over him fast and keep up a good friendship when i'm gone.


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i went to writerz blok yesterday with tony, drake, hez, and antonio. it's a skatepark that you can tag all over the place. there was some really amazing art there. it was cool, but i really need more practice with a spraycan. i suck popsicles.

prom was cool. the food was great. the friends were great. the tony was great. my dress was great (thank god for ebay and its vintage sellers). the after party was fun. yeah, good times.


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i'm not looking forward to prom. nope. not at all.
fuck dates. fuck dresses. i have neither.
and most of all, fuck you. i dislike you. and i hate me.

i'm a pathetic nut. i don't know, i just felt like putting those two words together ( Read more... )