lately it's really been hitting me that i'm leaving high school and i never thought i'd be sad about it but the truth is i'm already missing it. high school for me were the most amazing four years of my life so far and i just can't picture it being any different ( Read more... )

i can't wait to get outta this place and start over new.

i really enjoy being seventeen and not having a baby ( Read more... )

okay wow, so a lot has happened since my last entry ( Read more... )

so mister weather man says we're finally getting snow. BIGGEST STORM OF THE YEAR. oh golly, lemme tell ya, that means it's gotta be like--AN INCH AT LEAST. hahaha. im excited though. if you know me, you know i love snow. and i've been pretty pissed at massachusetts for not giving me some all winter. gahh imagine a huge storm tonight/tomrrow. yes, ( Read more... )

i'm so done with trying. it never gets me anywhere. i try and try so hard and i end up failing at everything ( Read more... )

i haven't posted in a while. to put it simply: i'm busy. and i don't think many people read my livejournal entries anyways. sooo, life is really good and really stressful. im worried about college, about auditions, about not getting in. people keep saying "don't worry you'll get in" but i'm not so sure anymore. gah. neways ( Read more... )

i'm losing faith in people slowly.

you know what i find funny? how someone could be doing something and never realize that its the most beautiful thing you've ever seen. they'll never know that they took your breath away for a short moment and maybe even changed your life completly. today i had my breath taken. while i watched rehersal, i saw a boy and a girl dancing, simple as that ( Read more... )

i'm not sure i'm ever going to understand how things work and why. why do you meet amazing people, but can't be with them? why are feelings uncontrolable? why should anyone have to ever be lonely? why do some people find love so easy? why do some people spend their entire lives alone? why cant you pick who you like? why