ok so i'm sitting here at school waiting for my next class. i have to pee really bad but i don't want to get up and go do it so i'm just gunna cross my legs for a while. haha. people here are so weird. they are all like...in their own little world. its like when they talk to you they are really thinking "how can you help my career". haha. one ( Read more... )

umm...i've decided i need to change some things. i don't like me right now. things will be different. very different when i come home....i hope. i'm excited. can't talk about what will change though ( Read more... )

so i haven't done this in a really long time. hmm...no wonder i've been going crazy the past couple weeks. hmm i don't really know what to write about. i've been in boston for a long while now. things are okay. they could deffinatly be better. i had a pretty emotional week this week. jeff has been here visiting me since monday. its kinda crazy ( Read more... )

emotional couple days. woo. let me tell ya. tomorrow is christmas eve. i'm not ready with my presents. me and sarah and erin opened presents today. i loved everything that they gave me. and i hope they liked their stuff too. i didn't have a whole lotta money but i tried to make do. lol. last year i had lots of money and i had sooooo much fun ( Read more... )

i am cold. i hate being cold. but i guess i brought the cold on myself cause i just got out of the shower and i'm sitting in a towel typing a stupid journal thingy. does't help that this is the coldest room in the house. cold can die ( Read more... )

i would never wonder if this is all there is to life. i would be remembered for the things i've accomplished instead of the mistakes i've made. i would believe that i deserve to be loved. i wouldn't be afraid of life and death at the same time. i would believe that i can live on my own. i would be able to take zoe with me everywhere. i would walk ( Read more... )

hello. how is everyone? good i hope. i am in a really weird mood. and i kinda have been all week. i guess i'm kinda freakin out about leaving. i'm going to miss everybody sooooooooo so sooooo much. its gunna suck. i'm gunna be real honest right now. i'm going to miss zoe more than anyone. she is like my litte angel. she could make me smile when no ( Read more... )

so i usually don't write this early in the night but i'm THAT bored. sitting here waiting for damn jeff to get off work. *sigh* i'm hungrey. do you all know how amazing bobby darin is? i think all of you should know him. bobby and his beautiful baby with sandra dee!! yeah. i know. hott. HAHA ERIN IS HILARIOUS! he said pickles are cucumbers that ( Read more... )

i've had an interesting couple of days. with my trip to the doctor and all. everything seems to be ok...got some meds and i'll be better soon. haha no one knows what is wrong though. lol. michael buble was on tv last night and he made me cry! hahaha...he is BEAUTIFUL! his voice...is like heaven. you know whats funny....charlotte called me looking ( Read more... )

never a dull day in the life of emily! ha...i just lied ( Read more... )