I thought tears were supposed to make everything better... instead they just seem to be making it all worse, if only I could stop crying... I am just so numb, but yet hurting at the same time... Its all such a blur at the moment, I just wish I knew what was going to happen. What am I supposed to do until then?? What am I supposed to do period??

Why is it that when you most want something it suddenly seems you have lost it completely? And then as soon as you get it back in your hands it isn't quite as desirable, or you realize that maybe you really shouldn't have fought that hard for something that everyone was telling you to let go? But you just couldn't let it go b/c its all you have ( Read more... )

Only 2 more exams to go... its a bittersweet feeling, I'm ready to be finished with classes but I am not ready to leave the dorm life. Hard to believe I know, but I really love living in the dorm with all my lovely ladies!!! We have such great times, from decorating the halls for birthdays, partying it up, and breaking just about every rule we are ( Read more... )

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 76% Stability |||||||||||| 50% Orderliness |||||||||||||| 56% Accommodation |||||||||||| 50% Interdependence |||||||||| 36% Intellectual |||||||||||| 50% Mystical || 10% Artistic || 10% Religious |||||||||||| 50% Hedonism |||||||||||| 43% ( Read more... )

I got my nose pierced!!! Mallory and I went and did it yesterday, Bob went with us for moral support. lol He had to hold our hands, we were shaking and about to pee our pants... lol but it went really well, Mallory went first and I hid behind Bob's back while he held her hand so she could get her's done... lol then Mallory held my hand and he took ( Read more... )

Alone in this house again tonight ( Read more... )

Hawaii was AMAZING!!! OMG, the trip was just unbelievable. I definitely think that anyone who has the chance should go, its more than worth it. I went sailing on a Catamaran yacht, snorkeling in the deep ocean and then in Hanauma Bay, into the crater of Diamond head (volcano), and then I went SCUBA diving!!! A giant sea turtle tried to attack me ( Read more... )

Last night Bob and I studied for our Biology test... yuck I am really starting to hate Bio. It was rather interesting b/c we couldn't stay focused and got basically nothing accomplished b/c the other people in the lounge were watching Wedding Crashers, and that, ladies and gentlemen is MUCH more exciting than DNA replication, transcription, and ( Read more... )

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