the babyand i are home, if u know me, check myspace and view our pics!

my son will be here in a matter of days or maybe 2 weeks, give or take. things are hectic. had the baby showers and got lots of stuff. eugene's family gave me like $400 which is good so that is going into the baby's bank account that i started some months ago. im not nervous at all about the birthing process, im just excited to finally see my ( Read more... )

Ever just feel like shit just sucks all round? Like you have nothing to look forward to anymore? Just in a bummin mood? I had one of those days yesterday, just began to get anxiety about when the baby is born and such, etc. Anyway, randomly someone who I absolutely fell in love with almost 3 years ago happened to call me to wish me a Merry ( Read more... )

i dont know whether to hold him more accountable now that i know why his behavior was why it was, or whether to be more understanding about his behavior and be supportive. i dont know if i want him around our baby. he lied to me. He promised me he quit. Now hes in rehab for god knows how long. any worthy advice anyone?

Ya assholes--them. Im sick of them completely. Namely one. How can you, who just blew me off the other night, have the audacity to call and leave a message on my voicemail (when you know I dont have my cell in work bc its not allowed, plus u know the work number) that says "okay, its 11:15pm and u shoulda been here an hour ago, you must be ( Read more... )

this whole pregnancy makes me so much more emotional than I usually am, but just thinking about friendships that have to end as the baby's birth approaches is killing me. They have to end for various reasons, because certain people don't want anything to do with me when I have a baby, or because they know they hurt me and became like everyone else ( Read more... )

ever feel like your concerns were belittled?

family is useless, blood means nothing. you know who is the most supportive to me? monica, shes the only person who can support my decisions and back me up and actually care enough to ask how I am doing, how the whole situation is. She really gives me hope that there are still decent people on the earth unlike my family who has cast me out on my ( Read more... )

ya me to, mostly just of late. I finally told my parents. Mom is more accepting and understanding. She is also supportive, for the first time in my life. My dad wont look at me. Hes judging me as a person, wants me to give up my baby. Keeps telling me I won't succeed. He wants better for me because apparently I was this big ass burden in his life ( Read more... )

ive got some exciting news for everyone.....drum roll please....im having a baby!!!!!!!!!! Yea I know, now that the shock factor has finally set in, its becoming more real by each hour. I'm nervous but excited as hell now that I've made the decision. Now its just a wait lol. Only 7 more months. Can't wait to find out the gender. I already ( Read more... )