Do I love the soul I envision in my mind?
If I detest myself, then surely I must detest you.
Yet I love you.
Do I desire your love in return?
Perhaps I wish to love myself instead.
After all, you only exist inside my head.

I'm frozen. I don't know what to do. I have no drive, but at the same time I'm terrified at all the things I'm not doing.

How do you fix yourself when you literally cannot do anything?

So my last update was in November? Wow... So much has happened. Most of it bad, I think, but I'm clinging to my pile of good things ( Read more... )

I'm reading the "Imagine Your OTP" tumblr with various characters in my head, chatting away at me... BTW, I know I keep saying things like that, but in no way, shape, or form do I mean I hear voices. Other writers understand ( Read more... )

I have this strange image in my head of Sherlock reciting the first two stanzas of "Against Idleness and Mischief", and Jim suddenly popping up and reciting the third one with a wicked little grin plastered on his face ( Read more... )

Hayley, my OC, keeps pounding on my brain, wanting me to write more. She's getting out of hand, too. She keeps calling Mycroft "The Penguin" and I'm just like "bitch, calm your tits. A little respect never hurt anyone ( Read more... )

"As Miss Ruskin had seen, his hands were direct extensions of his mind, the long, inquisitive fingers meandering about over surfaces, lightly touching a shelf or a shoe, until without apparent interference from his brain, they arrived at the key clue, the crux of the investigation. His bony hands were the outer manifestation of his inner self, ( Read more... )

The thrill of a ridiculous celebrity crush.

He's just so beautiful. Everything about him is beautiful. It's the only word I can conjure.

And I'm such a creeper XD

I am such a science geek. I think at some point I'm going to have to take some kind of astronomy class for an elective because of my reignited interest in it. I blame Doctor Who... and Sailor Moon. Seriously. I had this crazy fascination with planets when I was young because of Sailor Moon. (Also, Greek and Roman mythology. I knew just about ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish the madness was all real, just so I could get away from here ( Read more... )