So it's seems I can't actually cry at the moment, which sucks because my body is all geared up for a good cry -- the anxiousness, the tired/depressed feeling that sometimes comes with a good crying.   But i can't -- my body won't let me, maybe it's too tired, or maybe i need to keep feeling like this for some subconscious reason ( Read more... )

Hi so I promised an Arashi post at the end of my post last week, So here it is! But a lot of stuff has been going on in my life recently so I kind of want to update that as well ( Read more... )

HI Everyone,

It has been a really long time since i've written a proper livejournal post.  I think nil_chi_tsosie  has really inspired me because i really admire her post.  I'm not going to go on about my Medical issues. I think I've done that enough here.  Also it seems that I only post when I'm sick.  Yes surprise surprise I'm sick again! Anyways...

iggylani  Came for ( Read more... )

 what should i do in bed today to help maintain my sanity?

I was worried that this morning would be a disaster! That my sisters flight would be late. That I wouldn't wake up on time.  That I wouldn't make to my test this morning on time ( Read more... )

This morning I've dedicated myself to find some piece of News that is not anti-israel from an international source.  The New York Times, New York Post, and Washington Post all have taken an extremely anti-israel perspective. Using words like "apparently" to stifle anything that would cause israel to look at all humanitarian, and the avoidance of ( Read more... )

CLEVELAND ROCKS ( Read more... )

 I'm leaving for America in a little over 24 hours ( Read more... )

 Hi, so I haven't posted in a while and i'm sorry that this post will not really update my life at all like everyone else has been doing recently, which is really helpful.  But anyways I just wanted to share an amusement i found with myself just now.  T ( Read more... )

  Today I experienced a first which i kind of wish didn't happen.  I mean nothing bad happened but i kind of have a gross feeling going on ( Read more... )